Another Resolution, This Time for Keeps
Let’s talk about why I haven’t been posting on tumblr. Oh, what’s that? I have nothing to say? That’s because there’s no good reason for me not to be writing. I just come up with lame excuses and vague utterances of, “oh I’ll do that later.” Only later never comes and I’m stuck with regret.
Peps came to work with me yesterday. It was divine, though I wouldn’t want to do it everyday since it drastically decreased my mobility. Peps is our dog. You probably didn’t know that because I never post here. And if I posted here I would post about Pepper because, pathetically (in a good way!), my iPhone camera roll is 99% Peps.
But back to why I don’t post. It’s because it’s too easy to just say that I’m not the kind of person that can write everyday. Not because I have writer’s block but because I just think that I can’t. Or, rather, that I judge my writing too much and just think no one cares what I have to say or that what I have to say is stupid and embarrassing and unoriginal. Those feelings have to stop. That negative self-esteem has to stop. The ‘I’m not worth its’ have to stop.
So I’m going to blog everyday for the rest of November and see how that feels. Maybe I’ll get up my gumption and link to Facebook during the month. We’ll see. I’ll need to change my privacy settings first…
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